1. |
July
03:07
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I say I’m over you
Most of the time
But I just stopped thinking about you
Because when I do I start to cry
And your message still taste bitter
Even when you coat it in honey
Don’t know why I’m reading it again
It doesn’t change anything
Julie you brought shame over my name
In July it’ll be ok
On Sofie’s bad blues I hope regrets will hunt you
Ghost from swallowed tears, forgotten fears I saved here
And I’m trying really hard not to blame you
But those Times New Roman letters don’t really make it better
Julie you brought shame over my name
In July it’ll be ok
Julie you brought shame over my name
In July it’ll be ok
Uh it is childish to blame you
Uh but that child screams it hates you
So odd that I cannot get over you
And I can’t help it, I hate you
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2. |
Lonely Freaks
04:00
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We are some lonely freaks
trying to seek
a lonely freak
because we, we don’t wanna be
alone with our thoughts because they are too smart
and they are killing us
So we daze our brains
cause they contain
The sad, yeah the sad truth
We have absolutely no use
Oh what is it about us
That we go nuts
when no one’s around us
My worst enemy is me
and my ability to breathe
So we daze our brains
Cause they contain
The sad, the sad truth
We have absolutely no use
And I never really knew
why humans are so blue
but it just feels right to me
cause why would we be happy
We overheat on our own abilities
Oh those lonely freaks just all need some sleep
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3. |
Angel Boy
03:12
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I learned my lesson
You were just jealous
Cause you can’t behave yourself
I learned my lesson
You were just jealous
Cause you were afraid
I might do the same that you would do
Uh I’m such a fool
To fall for you
And you say you are sorry and stoned
And you can say this cause you’re the angel boy
I learned my lesson
That your obsession
Was not about me it was about my attention
And I still believe
That you can be caring and kind
Just not to me
And I don’t really get why
You are so lovely to everyone but me
Oh so lovely to everyone but me
And you say you are sorry and stoned
And you can say this cause you’re the angel boy
Angel boy you are stoned
You weren’t loyal and now I’m all alone
Angel boy pick up your phone
Oh your secrets aren’t secrets anymore
Angel boy you are stoned
You weren’t loyal and now I’m all alone
Angel boy pick up your phone
Oh your secrets aren’t secrets anymore
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4. |
Nostalgic Bones
03:16
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I’ll make it through the day if I don’t zoom out
But I was born with nostalgic bones
And I cannot admit that I cannot commit
I’d rather spend my life in limbo turning into
A hermit it’s better than hurting them
So take that hiraeth child to a place where it doesn’t feel so wrong
But maybe there is no place on earth where it belongs
But I lost faith after all
I won’t find the way home
And Sunny moved away such a long, long time ago
And I’m crippling
When I see how they all start to commit on things
Do I belong behind the moon?
Here’s too much gravity
Plus it lost the truth consciously
So take that hiraeth child to a place where it doesn’t feel so wrong
But maybe there is no place on earth where it belongs
So take that hiraeth child to a place where it doesn’t feel so wrong
But maybe there is no place on earth where it belongs
I don’t love it anymore
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5. |
The Way You See Me
03:42
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I wish I didn't hate myself
So I could see your beauty without doubting mine
I could enjoy your face
With all your unique particularities
And I’m sure I’ll love one day
But what if my mind will always long for you
I don’t wanna see you
But my body sings to be near you
I guess I’m just afraid
You might see me in the way
I see myself
Oh shame, we’ll always remain strange
Don’t have a snowball's chance in hell
I wanna lie down on the things we whisper into the night
Fall asleep on them till Helios arrives
And our souls are connected
We might be philosophers
And they just don’t get us
We’re too fucking smart tonight
Until you realize it’s all pointless and unimportant
And you say
that you would, that you should, that you c
ould just jump of the roof right now
And I say
if you would I could not live I’d cried my eyes out
I guess I’m just afraid you might see me in the way
I see myself
I’ve played a role for too fucking long
And now I forgot who the fuck I was
I’ve played a role for too fucking long
And now I forgot who the fuck I was
I guess I’m just afraid you might see me in the way
I see myself
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6. |
Snooze
03:54
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“I like what you are saying. It’s just beautiful”
“Okay it’s poetry you know”
“Poetry yeah “
“Yeah”
You shouldn’t always wait for the muse to kiss you
Get out of bad and kiss me
Then we can get lost in my bed sheets but
You don’t make it easy for me to love you
It’s just amazing to me
That you always think you’re the center of gravity
And you can’t let go
I’m not your echo
Is it too much for your ego
That I won’t ever be yours
But I don’t know if we should try it, man
When you can’t give me a tired smile and
Maybe one day you do can change
But I don’t have the energy to wait
You cannot put me on snooze
Uh we are stuck in this loop
And without you it’s all so calm and soothed
You are not here to put your words in my mouth
To twist the truth
Oh I can’t take
Your behaviour on my own hazy days
I can’t take the pain for both of us
Show me that you care
Show me that you love
Like back when you weren’t so selfish
You were so selfless
Do I know you at all?
My rage increases
Inside of me because
You wont ever listen to me
You’re simply not able to see
That I change all my plans so I can be
With you just so you can project
All your problems on me
Then disappear for a couple weeks
And scare the shit out of me
You cannot put me on snooze
Uh we are stuck in this loop
And it was so strange
To watch you change
And it was so strange
To watch you change
And it was so strange
To watch you change
And it was so strange
To watch you change
You cannot put me on snooze
Uh we are stuck in this loop
You cannot put me on snooze
Uh we are stuck in this loop
“That’s too cool, stay calm, stay calm! Not dropping too much fire, you know."
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7. |
Are You Disappointed?
04:21
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Dead eyes and dirty dishes
Punishing myself with cruel thoughts
Unlearned to cry, forgotten wishes
Trembling through life
Pretending to be someone I’m not
And I’m masking, I’m asking
Are you, are you disappointed?
Cause I lose, I lose you and broke my promise
And I’m mad at parents with babies cause they bring them
into a world no one wants to live in
And I hide and you hunt and you protect me
you carry me home and you respect me
even when I scream at you “you’re ugly”
Are you, are you disappointed?
Cause I lose, I lose you and broke my promise
And I can’t open my eyes
Cause the sun shines too bright
When you haven’t slept all night
Forget it, never mind
Tell me pretty lies to keep me alive
And I can’t open my eyes
cause the sun shines too bright
when you haven’t slept all night
I can’t open my mouth
cause I can’t change things anyway
and you are ashamed of everything I say
My visions are blurred
I can’t see the way home
but follow me I don’t want to be lost alone
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8. |
Ciara
04:10
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The wind blows
Against our windows
But it’s not you, it’s your daughter
And I wonder if you are still somewhere out there
The time, she runs
And I tried to hunt her for so long
I forgot to live
All that’s left are regrets
Cause all I did was yearn for it
From time to time
You cross my mind
And the wind blows
just like two years ago
From time to time
Ciara crosses my mind
Dadadadadadadadada
And I cannot control it
in the oddest moments
It overruns me, eyes are overflowing
Cause you tugged at my limbs
and left me alone with
brittle mind and brittle bones
Oh Ciara
I’m so much older than I was yesterday
I wish I could see ya
Would you love who I became?
Cause all I did was crave for it
From time to time
You cross my mind
And the wind blows
just like two years ago
From time to time
Ciara still crosses my mind
Dadadadadadadadada
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9. |
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I learned my lesson
You were just jealous
Cause you can’t behave yourself
I learned my lesson
You were just jealous
Cause you were afraid
I might do the same that you would do
Uh I’m such a fool
To fall for you
And you say you are sorry and stoned
And you can say this cause you’re the angel boy
I learned my lesson
That your obsession
Was not about me it was about my attention
And I still believe
That you can be caring and kind
Just not to me
And I don’t really get why
You are so lovely to everyone but me
Oh so lovely to everyone but me
And you say you are sorry and stoned
And you can say this cause you’re the angel boy
Angel boy you are stoned
You weren’t loyal and now I’m all alone
Angel boy pick up your phone
Oh your secrets aren’t secrets anymore
Angel boy you are stoned
You weren’t loyal and now I’m all alone
Angel boy pick up your phone
Oh your secrets aren’t secrets anymore
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